this song plays at work and it makes me cry all the tears.
we broke up two months ago. I am not allowed to be sad anymore, I am not allowed to talk about it, but I am still sad and I do not get why and I hate it because I just want to get over it, everyone says get over it, just get over it, but I can’t, but I am trying, and I don’t get it, why are you so fucking special. why am I not special? why can’t I fucking get over you? I am not mad at you, I’m mad at myself for not being able to get over you.
But I am not allowed to talk about it, but I’m not. I want to be over it, everyone, listen, I want to be over it, but I am not yet.
and fuck me in the face, oh fuck man, I want to be over it more than anything, more than anything, more than anything.
